Q. what are you supposed to do when your world completely falls apart, and everyone that should have cared about you in life as standard from day 1 have always turned their back's on you, for nothing i may add, when all you need is a tiny bit of help nothing major or a bit of support even a kind word here or there from them, it would have done, and instead they flat out show you over and over again, that your life mean's absolutely nothing to them and it never has, and in all honesty that they hate you just because you exist, and they even show you that they can't even be bothered to help you or in generally giving a shit, you know simple things like there hard to miss, because it may have required a bit of effort and a shred of human decency, and knowing full well that you need their help they try to make excuses and fob you off, i wouldn't mind but i only asked for their help because i have no other option available, isn't that what a family is supposed to do when you need help?, i wouldn't personally know as I've never seen or had it, I've heard strange tales around the campfire late at night (lol), but i still know whats right from wrong and yet they still refuse to act like a decent human being's, i mean who even does that knowing that you will suffer if they don't do something, which was well within their range of influence to do something about at the time and tbh the normal decent human thing to do, yet they show you that they don't even care what you do or what happens to you, as long as you do it far, Far away from them and die quietly, seriously do those things sound like the normal actions of normal people, because it certainly doesn't me, i know shocking isn't it that people can act like that, some peoples actions are a disgrace, i could never treat people the way i have been treated by them, you know i never do anything wrong to anyone, and i always try to do the right thing by everyone else, i'm kind, considerate, caring, well presented, well mannered and well educated and tbh its a fucking miracle that i'm as socially well adjusted in the manner that i am, and not a fucking nutter rockin' it out in a rubber room somewhere, i'm fed up with always ending up getting fucked over for doing the right thing, how is it that good people are being rewarded with bad for their good deed's?, why is it that people act like utter scum bags, even to those they are meant to care about?, why is it that people act like dirt and get away with it, you know,you cannot begin to understand the horrors I've gone through and all the things I've seen, it's one of the reasons why hold myself morally accountable for all my actions, and treat people with kindness and respect like we all deserve and i don't act like a sleaze or scumbag or liar or cheater, because those who know pain would never wish it on another person and i know full well what it's like, but apparently no good turn goes unpunished, and I'm a saint so I'm fucked!,
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